How can I not feeling down when my heart hurts? How can I keep smiling when tears are falling down? How can I stay still when someone dear to me did this? How can I just let it go when it hurts my ego? I don’t want to feel down. I want to keep smiling. I want to stay still. I want to let it go. I’ve never ask for this kind of humiliation. And I don’t deserve to receive it. What sin did I do to you, so you do this to me? If you don’t like me, why don’t you just tell me? So I can go away from your life and keep a distance from everyone you love? Just so you know, it hurts. Really. Deeply. I want to ignore it, but I can’t. I just can’t. I don’t know why. Maybe because I love and trust you like my own family? I don’t want to feel down anymore. I want to keep smiling again. I want to stay still. I want to let it go. But, how? Tell me. Pleas
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